Plans, plans, plans

It's really a pain in the ass when things don't go as planned. I am so used to planning ahead, writing every single detail on my planner. When something suddenly comes up out of the blue, I get all sorts of agitation. Like how I planned to be home from September 2 to 13 (12 days), leave on the 1st and go back on the 13th. Actually, last night I was supposed to head off to the province up north. Unfortunately for me, I made some miscalculations. The event in the province down south would actually be on the 13th and so I have to be there on the 12th, which means I have to leave on the 11th. That's minus 2 days. And also last night, to my surprise, someone called to say they're coming over. They have something from my parents for me, which means I have to move my trip today. That's minus 1 day, all in all that'd be three days less. It's not that I blame anyone for it, I just feel stressed that's all.


Having said all that, it is a mystery that I don't see a clear view of my future. I mean, the bigger view. It is, to me, still as vague as it has always been. Being so into details makes me miss out on the main point. I guess I'm just constantly going with the flow. Wherever river I'm in right now, I hope it'll lead me to the right sea.

Mar Roxas gives way to Noynoy Aquino for 2010

I'm teary-eyed while listening to the speech of Senator Roxas. It gave me goosebumps. I just hope that the selflessness he talked about will not be just on pen and paper. Pinas, ftw!